It has been a while since i last wrote in here. I barely even remember that I have this blog, and I only write when I feel like writing, which is NOT frequent since most of the time i've to write on things i don't want to write i.e. memo, reports, business letters etc.
My thoughts are usually random, and i like it that way. I'm not saying that i like chaos but i don't like rules, and procedures, and process. In my line of work, these things are key which i totally do not agree. Everything is made only as a guideline, but in the end, a company has to do what it has to do... and that is to make profit... tons of profit, and if that means you have to be practical on things.
Nowadays, i feel like i don't have a clear goal in life. I don't know what's the reason behind me working hard, stay back in the office until late at night, chase people around so that things would move.. except for 1 reason..... responsibility. I guess for me this is the biggest driver, that have to make things work for my project, my bosses, colleagues, myself and my family. This is the real truth, that facing all these challenges actually means something to me, that i do feel satisfied once i completed some part of my never ending work. It's part of my learning, and it has become a part of my life.
I need to polish my writing skills. I sometimes thought that if i need a change of direction in terms of career, I'll become a writer. Let's try some...
The girl was staring at the sky. It was bright with millions of stars on a clear night. "If only I can gaze at this a while longer" she thought. Unfortunately, she had to rush somewhere else. She is going to meet someone who's going to change her life. Or rather, someone she hopes could change her life.
Ok, it's not easy to write... hehe. This is crap man. I need to have another backup plan... like running a restaurant, or i don't know... mm... join an orchestra???
