Changes

I noticed that my life now is affecting my mood, reaction and behavior to certain things. Contoh:

1. Masa dulu2 I used to be excited everytime my phone rings or ada msg. Now, it's more like "alamak, sapa pulak ni"... then "oh, mama/ abah rupanya" or "alamak, bos pulak call, apsal pulak ni"

2. I used to like going out and think of what to wear going out. Now, the ideaa of going out is unappealing BECAUSE I have to change my clothes from the ones I wear at home.

3. Dulu, before balik rumah, seboleh-boleh nak singgah sana sini, hang out for teh tarik la, pasar malam la, masa kat perlis siap boleh pi dinner kat siam lagi. Now, bila otak dah set nak balik, nak singgah pi isi minyak pon dah rasa malas and melambatkan.

4. Dulu, tido lambat bangun lambat. Now, tido awal bangun awal. Kalau nak pegi mana during weekends, kalau boleh nak keluar earliest possible biar jalan raya/ tempat yang nak pegi tu lengang lagi.

5. I used to call most people 'kak'. Now, I could hear people start calling me 'kak' hehe.

I think this is all a sign of ageing. I don't even know how to spell ageing ke aging? Yang samanya, I always like to eat good food, dulu dan sekarang, dan maybe selamanya hehe